I had a dream last night that me and my boyfriend went to a carnival. We were having a good time and then he saw some people that he knew. He went up to talk to them and he introduced me. The one guy was trying to raise money for some kind of charity or something and he looked me up and down and was like, I see you obviously have enough money to buy yourself food so why don’t you donate to this charity. So the guy basically called me fat to my face and I ran off to my house. My boyfriend kept texting me trying to get me to come back but I was like no bitch, this guy just called me fat.
Hahaha what is wrong with my brain?
Sorry I haven’t been updating much. I’m still losing weight, and swimming laps at the Y. I’m not following my diet as strictly as I did before but I’m still losing weight so I’ll call that a success. Things are going good and I really enjoy swimming. I definitely missed it.
I have not been keeping up with my food logs. Ugh. I have no excuses either, I just have not been updating them like I should. I didn’t weigh myself this Sunday either, only because I took a road trip to see my friend at college so it was kind of a cheat weekend for me. I weighed myself the Thursday before I left and I weighed 174 so I lost some weight but probably gained some back because of this weekend. It was worth it. Now it’s time to get back on track!
I’ve lost over 30 pounds. I am in the 170’s which I haven’t been in since freshmen year of high school and I still am wearing the same jeans! I want to go on a shopping spree already but no. My jeans are really loose but I just don’t fit into any smaller sizes, which makes no sense to me. It kind of makes me sad.
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I’ve gained so many in just a few days, it’s amazing! Please don’t be afraid to talk to me. I’m not mean haha.
I am soooo tired of seeing all these posts about how you are going to be great.
- You have started a weight loss / fitness journey. You are great.
- You gave up some junk food / soda etc. You are great.
- You drink water everyday. You are great.
You’re great for starting a journey and giving up old habits. You are on your way to becoming the best version of you possible. But are great now. Right now. And don’t you ever forget that.